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Moya Brennan - Snapshots of My Life

by Courtney Lee
Posted: Thursday, October 12, 2006, 12:51 (BST)
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I was brought up as a Catholic and knew about God. But I rebelled against it, didn't think I needed it. I just went my merry way and got stuck into being busy with my music. I thought that that's all I needed. I can look back at it now and know that when you don't have God in your life, there's another thing that's there that can creep up very quickly. Being afraid - just being afraid of life because you're alone... even if you're with a partner or family member, you feel alone and you have to achieve things by yourself. But when God is in your life, you're not alone. Of course I didn't know that and I've gone through stages of drinking too much, drugs, having an abortion... I think when I had a miscarriage... it was a stage I realised I've made a mess in my marriage. It was literally a mess. I suppose when I had the miscarriage, it kind of shot me up a lot and I was able to look at myself. My music was going well, I was on the stage, I was doing movies, I was meeting people... but my life was empty and I didn't have any kind of meaning. There was an emptiness I felt. And there's nothing worse than having a hangover and feeling empty!

The great thing about my parents bringing me up in church, is that when you know about God, at least you can turn to Him. What I get scared of young people now is that they find themselves in this black hole and they don't know who to turn to. I just started to pray. I just asked God to help me and guide me to be a better person and to find peace in my heart, not to be afraid. Just general things that I didn't feel like I deserved.

And things got better?

Yes. Gradually that year, in 1987 - it was very gradual - prayers were answered, little things happened... even getting out of bed and feeling happier... just all these little things. It took me ages to realise that I was finding the Lord. I didn't know what to say when people asked me if I were a Christian. You know you hear great testimonies of people giving their lives to the Lord, and they burst into tears? I was very conscious that that didn't happen to me. It took me a long time to say that I was a Christian and to say that it was a gradual thing. It happens that way to 80 per cent of the people anyway. It needs to be talked about because people were in the same boat as I was. Thinking, 'Am I there yet?' It's really important to share that. It didn't dawn on me for ages. But the summer of '87, I was feeling much better. I've made a mess of my marriage, that I felt I probably didn't even deserve another chance. But I was even happy about that. I just said, 'Lord I want to be a better person.' But by the end of the summer - the Lord has a great sense of humour - I met Tim.

Tell me about your new album Signature.

For the first time - the album is about me. Although I did write a couple of songs about me before, in a song called "Perfect Time." God's perfect time.



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